I'm getting more and more into it and every pretty thing I see I want to catch on camera.

I found out about an art school in town. I found out too late though cause now I can't enter photography classes anymore
But my grandmum gave me a brandnew camera for my birthday this summer (an Olympus mju5000) so I'm definitly not giving up yet.

Even better, I'm extremely inspired since a few days ago.

I ride the bus from school every day and we do come past some pretty places, but not good enough to really take pictures of. In stead I want to use some of those places as backgrounds, and have models in my pictures
I already know what theme I want so I asked some girls in my class if they were interested, and lucky for me they were ^_^

Still need to think everything out but I really hope I can set up a proyect like this. It would be my first real photoshoot so I'm already getting excited!

Hi again

Last Friday I came to Mechelen again, the city where my boyfriend lives.
I get so stressed from sitting at my granny's doing nothing so stepping on the train knowing Joa will be there to pick me up is a very relieving.

At night we went out to a festival in town called Dijlefeesten. We saw two comedians and the second one was a great laugh. Then we also went to see a concert of Moriarty. Not my favorite type of music but it wasn't bad.
We watched a movie after that at home called Young People Fucking but it wasn't any good.

And then it was Saturday Joa's birthday *party* I bought him 3 asian dvds on internet (Lawyer Lawyer, Citizen Dog and Zhou Yu's Train) and he loved them, so, mission complete!
His brother and sister gave him a whole bunch of 'useful' things like something to cut apples with and sponges
In the afternoon we made strawberry-sorbet and we ate Turkish food.

On Sunday we went over to his mother and all we did was watch tv.

On Monday he had to go to work from 10 till 2 so I watched a couple of episodes of Samurai X.
Later on we went back home and sat on the terrace for a while. I tried to draw another dragon but that failed so I haven't got any drawings to update.
Around six we had to go back to the station to take me home. But I didn't want to and apart from that we had to run after the bloody bus so when I finally arrived I felt sick as hell I really can't cope with stress.

Tuesday and Wednesday were boring so I made myself a facebook. On Wednesday my cousin came to visit my grandma with his Indonesian girlfriend. I don't like my cousin, he's creepy.
Anyways, he stayed around way to long. By the time he left I got all worked up because I had to call to my other cousin to come pick my up the day after, but he wouldn't pick up the phone. Then I got really cranky and mad at everyone and everything. I wrote a bunch of stuff on my legs (because of the lack of paper to write on).

Then yesterday I had to go grocery shopping for my granny and in the afternoon I took the train back to Mechelen.
There Joa and I walked around in town doing some shopping. He bought a dvd and a shirt.
At home we ate wok and sat on the terrace again. It's quite rare to have such nice weather here in Belgium Actually it's kind of too hot. I didn't sleep all night because of the heat.
Ow, and before we went to bed I started crying meaninglessly.
I don't know what's wrong with me but I actually feel like crap Well, I guess I'll figure it out somehow. Joa's really supportive though he doesn't always know how to act when I get all depressed for now reason.
That's what you get for falling in love with a crazy girl like me I guess ... ^^

I still haven't got any pictures but I might upload some from my last trip to the beach with my classmates later today.

Whii, second journal entry ^^

Sooo, I've finished all of my exams, got nice grades, holidays have started aaand I'm in Belgium
I'm here since Monday and I already feel refreshed. After coming from the airport I immediately went to my boyfriend Joa. It had been since Easter since I saw him! The emotion was so tense I could barely say anything the first hour.
I was really tired from my flight though (I had to get up at 4 in the morning), so we went to bed early. But first we watched Cashback, a great great movie. I had the feeling a spell had been put on me because of the words the main character, Ben, said about love and beauty.
Well, and after that I slept better then I had sept in weeks.
Oh, Joa gave a rose that day *twinkle* It's the first flower I've been given in my life and I'm so happy with it. I know it's cliché but I loved it

The next day he left at 9.30 to go to work. My mum (who went back to Spain yesterday because she had been here for 2 weeks already) picked my up to bring my to my grandma. It's nice to see her again but it's so boring around here. Luckily granny's got an Olympus digital camera so I played a around with it for a while.
I can't upload any pictures yet because I'm not using my computer and well, I need photoshop to make the pictures smaller and stuff *doomed*. But I'll seek a solution to that asap

Yesterday (Wednesday), I went shopping with my grandparents. It went alright until we left the store, when my grandad bumped onto another car in the parking lot. He really is to old to drive >.<

I bought 2 puzzles. One of Hello Kitty (500 pieces) which I made in 2 hours and a half or so *proudly pats herself on the shoulder*, and another on of Luis Royo (1500 pieces). He's one of my favorite artist but I wonder if I'll ever get the puzzle done.
If I get the chance I'll upload a picture of the Hello Kitty puzzle.

I also got a bit cranky last night for no real reason. Hmm, ah well.

I'm staying here in Belgium for at least 2months, so pictures are definitely going to be taken. I'll try to update my journal as much as possible.

See you soon ^^

This isn't my first deviant account, I just hope to actually do something on this one


I've always liked art and from time to time I even got the proper inspiration to create something, but I haven't got the patience for it.

I'm about to start a very silent chapter in my life, so perhaps this is the right time to brighten things up pretty things like pictures or drawings.

I like taking pictures, and my mother just happens to own quite an impressing camera. So whenever I go out I take it with me.
I'm actually Flemish, meaning I come from Belgium, but my parents took my to the south of Spain when I was ten. Belgium is still my home though and I can't wait to go back, which will in two years or so.
But Spain has got some beautiful scenery and lots of wild life, perfect for taking pictures that is.

I also enjoy coloring but my drawing skills are, well, limited to abstract shapes. My buddy here in Spain is a real artist though and his drawings are lovely. Whenever he draws an anime character I take care of the line art and coloring.

Music has always been part of my life and I can get really emotional over it. Pop, rock and movie soundtracks are my favorite types of music right now. But I also listen to classical music, goth, punk, dance, electro, asian rock and pop, soul, cabaret...
I took some piano classes when I was 11 but I didn't like our teacher to well so I quit. A couple of weeks ago I started playing again and I searched for interesting sheets all over the internet. But as expected I gave up again.

It's not like have any hobbies since I give up on just about anything within a month. I guess the thing I do most on a regular base is writing.
I don't really know what I write. Mostly it hasn't got any rhyme in it, and it always sounds kind of philosophic. Ow, and I can't write anything whenever I'm happy, which is a bit odd I think, but I'm a freaky girl just to begin with


I believe in several gods, mostly those of the Greek, Egyptian and Japanese myths, and I'm a fan of fairy tales.

Before I die I want to go to go a life performance of an orchestra with Nobuo Uematsu. He's a great composer.

I play Maplestory with ups and downs. My character's name just happens to be Yuffira. I also like Final Fantasy XII and Oblivion.

My latest addiction is solving rubik's cubes. It's easy once you've memorized the algorithms.

I'm in a long distance relationship since 21st of July 08. My boyfriend lives in Belgium so I only get to see him in holidays. It's hard to miss each other for so long, but I love him and I know he loves me and I do believe we'll stay together for a long time.
Within two years I'll return to Belgium to go to university and then we won't have to be apart anymore ^^


I don't think there's anything more to know about me. You can just ask if there's anything you want to know


Ow, one more thing. I don't think I'll be watermarking any of my art but that doesn't mean you can go ahead and steal anything!